Selasa, 13 November 2012

abah #1


setelah tok ayah saya meninggal tahun 1997, abah saya ketika itu sedang memeriksa kertas SPM(/STPM), lalu beliau bermusafir utk mencari ketenangan dan memeriksa kertas perperiksaan...

tahun 2009, mok  (emak kepada abah) pula meninggal, kata abah ketika itu "aku dah tiada siapa lagi di dunia"

"tiada siapa lagi" bermaksud bukanlah tiada manusia lain, tapi manusia-manusia utama dalam hidupnya telah pergi selamanya...

hampir 6 bulan lalu, saya sempat bersapa buat kali terakhir,
hari ini, sudah hampir 6 bulan sudah saya tidak mendengar suara abah...



bagaimana pula rasanya kalau sudah 10 tahun, 20 tahun tidak mendengar suara abah... apakah saya akan lupa suaranya, kata-katanya, nasihatnya?

5 ulasan:

fa-aja-aja berkata...

i feel you..

hope u r doing fine toit. =)

zulhakimi berkata...

insya Allah afiq semoga Allah sentiasa menguatkan enta.. ana benar2 terasa dengan entry enta kali ni jzkk

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Aslmkm wbt

Afiq ya akhi,

Kaifa hal? Ini akh Omar UTM. dah lama tak berbual dgn anta, dan sangat rindu kpd ikhwah2 Mesir. ana tgh buat PhD di UTM. Ana baru tengok blog anta ni setelah lebih 3 tahun tak ziarah. Bila baca artikel ini, rasanya sangat sedih juga ana, & ana nak doakan kebahagiaan utk antum semua sekeluarga, di dunia & akhirat.

Kalau ada orang yang mungkin jauh di mata, dekatkanlah dia dalam hati, dalam doa & pengharapan kebaikan untuknya, insya Allah

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